Feelings that I could never confess... At some point, I began to think of my younger brother as a man...and my heart amplifies this unforgivable feeling every day... ``We used to always take a bath together,'' I thought, unable to control my emotions, so I stripped naked and took a bath with my younger brother for the first time in 10 years. Although he doesn't like it when I wash him close to him, my younger brother touches his crotch.