``I can't tell my husband or co-workers that I was really lonely.'' ” Eriko Matsuo, the beautiful editor-in-chief of a major fashion magazine full of elegance, 42 years old, misses human skin and makes her AV debut as Madonna's exclusive girlfriend! ! She escapes from a workplace full of women and begins a new life as a woman! ! Unfulfilled desires hidden behind an elegant appearance go berserk! ! A beautiful married career woman is