Endless marital quarrels. She hasn't slept in the same bed with her husband for three years. It's time to end this...Thoughts like this came and went, and I still stopped myself at the last minute. ``Ma'am, you're frustrated, aren't you? You can tell by the look on your face.'' When he said that to me, I couldn't deny it. I surrendered myself to him, who asked me wildly as if he could see through my heart, and I couldn't have my girlfriend's husband satisfy me.