“I won’t do it in a bad way. This is a secret between the two of us... ' Manager Tabuchi said that and attacked me, and in exchange for keeping her husband's wrongdoing a secret, I sacrificed my body to him... Carrying the sins of her beloved husband, she continues to experience ``mistakes'' and ``flesh.'' I don't know how long I'll have to endure until my happiness will come back, my mind and body are breaking down in these hopeless days.